First and foremost: I love you guys <33 Truly - words cannot express how glad I am to have so many people in my corner. I'm not worried about that anonymous commenter and I really think we should all stop paying attention to it. Its obviously the same person going around. And truly - as far as I'm concerned anyways - anyone who doesn't have the confidence to at least represent themselves with an actual name truly doesn't merit anyone's upset because obviously the things they are saying are not anything they themselves want to be connected to. Better just to see it for what it is, and ignore it.
I am feeling so much stronger today. And I cannot thank everyone enough. You're all so supportive and encoraging and I love you all to pieces!
I had a crazy dream last night - it was like two dreams at the same time. It scared me a bit, but it helped me realize what I need to do for myself - gain those last few pounds to make sure I am safe when I go back to school this fall. I'm going to do it. I've been struggling with it a bit after the doctor's appointment and her giving me the OK to stay where I am. But my dream made me see that staying where I am comfortable could be dangerous for me. I have to keep pushing forward or else I'll always be in that limbo between health and hazard.
So! Happy Sunday everyone and many hugs and love from me <3 Thank you for being your beautiful selves.
BTW - I did indeed mean 101.3 the radio station - I weigh considerably more than that, not that it's really anybody's business. Sorry if there was any confusion.
The Ebb and Flow
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